What
if we never took a step of faith? How many valleys of discouragement, storms of
despair, and rivers of doubt we might never see crossed and conquered by the
faithful, enduring arm of our Father!
What
if we never hoped beyond what we already have and see? How many shadows of
death and shades of defeat and voices of denial we might never see silenced and
subdued by the imperishable, eternal Word!
What
if we never risked loving and giving ourselves away to another? How many
painful tears, bitter words, and evil deeds we might never see vindicated,
transformed, and healed by the longsuffering grace of our King!
Steps
of faith have so much to say to us, so much to teach us. Hope has so much to
reveal to us. Risks of love have so much to give back to us, so much to bless
us with. But a life apart from acts of faith, hope, and love are sure to be
muddled by fears, doubts, selfishness unto restlessness, and autonomy unto cold
isolation.
We
imagine that those who never risk never lose, but we forget that it is those
who are without faith—and without hope—who become like waves of the sea, blown
and tossed by the wind, unstable in everything. We imagine that it is better to
keep back than to give, that it is safer to protect ourselves from hurt, but we
forget that the loneliest people are those who have lost the ability to share
with others.
But
those who choose steps of faith and anchor themselves with hope as they risk
giving themselves away in love soon find an undeniable phenomenon at work in
them.
The
stepping out in faith brings about greater certainty, and leads them to greater
trials; and yet with each subsequent step of faith, assurance returns, stronger
than before.
The
clinging onto hope gives them a clearer picture of the future, and leads them
to see greater depths of darkness; and yet with each moment spent facing the
void, the light shows itself more visibly.
The
risk of loving and giving themselves away leads them to great satisfaction, and
then to a capacity for emptiness they never fathomed they could reach; and yet
this leads them to an exorbitant experience of outpoured grace that causes them
to shake their heads in disbelief at the great smallness of their own hearts.
Faith,
hope, and love remain because they can only move in the direction of increase;
doubt, fear, and selfishness can only move in the opposite direction.
Step
forward, though the gravity of evil should pull you down; take hold of hope,
though the black shadows surround you; risk giving yourself away, though utter
emptiness overtakes you—and find faith revived, hope restored, love revealed. A
hundredfold.
-R
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